• Poems

    Harvey Schwartz: The Hard Stuff Is the Easy Stuff

    The Hard Stuff Is the Easy Stuff

    My latte life light as foam
    sunny day my favorite trail.
    turns to coffee grounds with just one look
    at an effigy that limps toward me 
    a muted message of familiarity.
    Turning wheels shopping cart gravel and dirt.
    His empty-planet eyes pull me in like gravity.
    And his cavernous face drops me in the pit
    of a story he hasn’t told that I somehow know.


    He’s Dave, let’s say. His fall was hard
    like the booze he used when he used to care.
    But clouds of drugs were a cushion to him
    as he floated off too easy. And since then
    nothing is easy for Dave.


    His life is full: blood-soaked wounds
    machine gun blasts napalm gusts ‘copter blades.
    Dave found out that the hard stuff is the easy stuff.
    Now, nothing is easy for Dave.


    Who flew to Vietnam
    like a strong proud goose
    in a V-shaped flock.
    Victory eluded him
    and vice took its place.
    Now, a vise grips his head
    since he woke up hung-over
    to see, that he had been used.
    So he used. And no one told him
    that he would find,
    the hard stuff was the easy stuff.
    Now, nothing is easy for Dave.


    Who can’t fly away that way.
    He can’t pay the fare or just doesn’t care.
    I look aside afraid of his eyes
    I don’t want to see them
    mirroring me.

    He who had fought
    what some thought that I ought.
    And my tennis shoes morph
    into combat boots as I march into a fog
    where nothing is easy.

  • Poems

    Lorna Wood: A Legionnaire Reflects After the Battle of Mons Graupius, 84 CE

    A Legionnaire Reflects
    After the Battle of Mons Graupius, 84 CE


    . . . an awful silence reigned on every hand; the hills were deserted, houses smoking in the distance, and our scouts did not meet a soul.

    —Tacitus, Agricola


    Stabbing and thrusting in our legions,
    outnumbered two to one,

    we were pushing the savagery out of ourselves,
    as well as the land and its people,

    so that later we could fill
    the empty waste with civilization.

    When, in fear of us, the Caledonians set fire
    to their own thatch and killed their own families,

    glory was written in the flames.
    Now it is only a trace against the sky.

    The clean grass, the clear blue
    after the last wisps dissipate—

    these are not fresh pages awaiting good Latin
    but our own uncertain emptiness

    writ large, not exorcised. We stand
    awed by our powers. We tell ourselves

    we honor the dead,
    but secretly we despair.

  • Poems

    Dale Wisely: Three Questions

    Three Questions

    What did you see them do?
    What did they do to you?
    What are these things you’ve done?

    What did you see them do?
    What did they do to you?
    What are these things you’ve done?

    There are a thousand other questions–
    circling, looking for a clear space to land.
    Not any clearing, though.

    They need a spot with enough cover.
    No one around to see.
    No enemy around to attack.

    But there are some that have already landed.

    What did you see them do?
    What did they do to you?
    What are these things you’ve done?

    Maybe you don’t trust the questioner.
    Maybe you don’t trust the questions.
    Maybe you don’t trust your answers.

    Do what you must.
    Lie to others
    but tell yourself the truth.

    What have you seen them do?
    What have they done to you?
    What are these things you’ve done?

    And listen. One more:
    What can I do for you?

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    Dale Wisely: Stand

    Stand

    He has filled me with bitterness. 
    He has saturated me with wormwood.
    My soul is rejected from peace, 
    I have forgotten goodness.
    (Lamentations, 3:15,17)

     

    Stand before your God
    in your naked fury,
    drenched in tears.

    Demand that God look upon you.
    look!  you cry, look!
    slapping your chest

    and smearing the blood
    on your hands with
    the salty fluids there,
    look at me!

    Then: no words, and God
    hears what you hear come
    from your throat–
    your weeping mixed with bugle call,
    your wailing stirred with sirens,
    your growls with rattling gunfire,
    your groans with the groans
    of the wounded.

    Stand before your God
    in your naked fury
    in a piety of intimate rage.

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    Bill McCloud: Slow Motion

    Slow Motion*

    Once I put my fist
    through a window
    for no reason at all

    and watched the
    glass breaking
    in slow motion

    * from Bill’s book The Smell of the Light: Vietnam, 1968-1969

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    Dale Wisely: Fire and Forest

    Fire and Forest

    Count out the steps to the closest source of light.

          Mike James (d. 2023)

     

    Think about moving through a forest,
    where every tree has a story,
    and the paths are worn by the footsteps
    of those who came before.

    Think that you are alone
    because you are.
    Think also that you have people
    with you on the journey
    because you do:
    Those that have been here before.
    Those you know and love
    are with you. They can be with you.
    They just can’t be you.

    Think about moving through the forest.
    On one side is the lonely dark.
    On the other, light through the trees.
    The air is thick with decay and growth
    Because they both must be there.

    Think about the path as crooked
    because it is.
    It meanders, circles back,
    leads to unexpected clearings
    with birdsong and with sunlight
    which has also made it this far.

    Then it takes you to a place
    of what must seem
    like endless night.
    We all know
    what is in the night.

    And the path forks.
    Which way do you go?
    Take your time deciding because
    once you start down
    that path you will find …
    the next fork.

    Think about the trees as scarred
    by ancient carvings
    telling stories of past storms.
    They survived. Healed over.
    Scarred. But alive.
    Stay alive.

    Think about the forest
    ahead of you
    on fire.
    What do you do?
    You’ve turned back before.
    What do you do?

    Think about walking
    through the fire.
    How do you want this to go?
    Do you want us to walk with you?
    Or do you want us to wait on the other side?

    Walk through the fire.
    It’s the closest source of light.

     

    –Dale Wisely | December 2023